I'm Not Satisfied

The other night I had to get away and just be alone with God. I went to Starbucks with my Bible and my journal ordered my drink and sat down in the corner--alone!

I just pulled out my journal (still smells like starbucks....delish!) to share with you some of my thoughts and some of the things God is saying to me. The first thing I did was wrote out this song that reflected the way I feel. Read it over carefully for yourself. Do you ever feel like this? Discontent with the way things are? check it out and give me your thoughts.

"Believe"
words and music by Donna Lasit

I say on Sunday how much I want revival
But then, by Monday, I can't even find my Bible
Where's the power...the power of the cross in my life?

I'm sick of playing the game of religion
I'm tired of losing my reason for living
Where's the power...the power of the cross in my life?

I'm not content just to walk through my life giving into the lies...
walking in compromise now
We cry out as a generation that was lost
But now is found the power of the cross!

We believe in You
We believe in the power of your word
and its truth
we believe in you
so we lay down our cause
that our cross might be found in you

I'm not satisfied doing it my own way
I'm not satisfied to do church and walk away
I'm not satisfied there's no love in my life but you.

I'm not satisfied living in yesterday's hour
I'm not satisfied to have the form but not the power
I'm not satisfied,
Oh Lord I am crucified in you.

It's time for something different. I am praying that God would continue to knock down walls in my life, get in there and have his way. I hope he gives me some clear, obvious, direction............like NOW!