When it comes to this blog, I sometimes think I should be more guarded in what I say and how I say it. I think I freak some people out, "who is this crazy lady?" Especially as I find out more and more who actually 'lurks' around here.
But I can't. It somehow has been a great tool for speaking my mind and getting things off my chest and when I am done I feel better even though the situations don't change. On the days I need to vent I am not looking for pity or attention and I am especially not looking for advice. If anything, the thing that helps the most is simply, "thinking of you" "praying for you" "that sucks" "I'm sorry" "I can relate" and this one always works (whether I need to ask for a rain check or not...) "can I bring you a coffee?" So thanks.
I don't feel too bad about exposing some of the ugliness in my heart because I know everyone experiences that whether they let you know it or not. So, on these days if you think I've gone cookoo, I'm no different than you! lol (now that really makes me feel better).
Today is a good day. The sun is still not shining but I feel brighter.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
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3 comments:
I admit it... I'm a 'lurker' I use to be very cautious of blogs as they can brings up some "difficult" subjects and written words can be easily misunderstood. But as I 'lurk' I realize they are a good tool for 'thinking out loud' they are also a very useful tool for expressing yourself in a constructive way. You have not said anything that should not have been said - it’s just difficult to say it in person as we build new relationships.
So not that I am one to give 'advise' (because I SUCK as relationship stuff) but keep being crazy. The support you have shown to Steph and myself has been amazing - I just hope we can give you the same support in return.
Brad
I think having a pastors who are human, and not afaid to show it is very cool. Just bare with us cause we're human too. Ah the church of the low and despised.
- Peace
I don't think you are crazy, I think you are great for being honest with how you feel.
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