Thursday, February 10, 2005

The Events Leading up to My Momentary Madness

Melting moments, I have to admit I had a few today. A bunch of small things continued to build forming one big bubble that had to be burst.

Here they are in no particular order..............

1. Constant (I mean constant) beckoning every 2-3 mins. "Mom"...."Mom"..."Mom"..."Mom"..."Mom"

2. A dishwasher that doesn't work well (you were right Margie). The dishes come out more dirty then when they went in which doubles the work load. (although I am trying to look on the brightside, many people don't even have a dishwasher).

3. Sibling rivalry........I hate it!

4. I ran out of coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. More seriously, my feeling of displacement.

I am someone who likes routine. I like to know what is expected of me (even if I set the expectations), what my role is and then be able to take it from there. I am struggling right now to find my niche, to define my role and set my schedule. I know it will come with time but I tend to be impatient.

Sorry for the lamenting but, "It's my blog and I'll cry if I want to."

3 comments:

Dave King said...

cry on...

Lori said...

I have heavy stock piles of tissues if you need some...

kristen said...

As someone that doesn't have a dishwasher; I'd rather NOT have a dishwasher than have one that doesn't work...too much of a tease.
Good luck getting settled. You've not been here long...the schedule and niche will come.