I'm in a whirlwind right now so unfortunately I do not have anything to offer for your reading pleasure (ha ha). I have been working steady on the budget for or church and have a huge headache as a result.
What I am really concerned about this week is finding suitable childcare for Julia. I thought I had it but after her first day yesterday I know I don't. The night before she went, I was in a state of panic. I was up all night, I couldn't sleep, my heart was pounding, I was sick to my stomach, tears streaming down my face, thinking about all of the things that could happen behind the closed door of a stranger. I was sick about it and was missing that sense of peace that I so often rely on.
In the morning I felt a little better and we took her but I still didn't feel right. Julia is smart and can recount every minute of her day which she did and it didn't impress me. So I am back to square one. Last night after a budget meeting I went through the yellow pages...again. Pray for us as I call a list of daycares today, after I finish the budget of course!
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
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2 comments:
Too bad you don't live in Edmonton! I am a SAHM who would love to help you out. I know how hard it is to find someone you can trust to leave you baby with...that's why I'm a SAHM (haha). I'm sure there is someone at the church who offers childcare...it's surprising how many Moms are staying home and taking extra kids to make some extra money. Maybe Lori knows someone??? Praying that you'll find the perfect place for Julia.
Leslie,
You are right to trust the peace you so often feel. Go with that and nothing else. Rely on God and he will get you through this. I can not help you with childcare in your area, I know that I trust the people who look after my children but they are far from you, and really, it all comes down to you and how you feel about something and how it feels for you.
I will pray that you find the peace you are looking for....and the right childcare.
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